What was there, was not;

Memories deceive; they've shown me everything I wanted to see. But the truth has found it's way.
I can't remember your face, paranoia's kept me awake. It's taken everything from me.
Now I reject duality; I hide away my dreams, I've lost my only connection with reality because reality isn't what it seems.
Clutching the voices heard; I embrace every spoken word. I can feel you in my wounds, It's an infection I can't cure.
I can't contain what drives me insane; the sadness every night. It's an enemy that won't fade away that I haven't the courage to fight.